Friday, 14 December 2012


 cup of tea . muse'song . dark room . cold weather . all alone . yes here i am .

   do you ever been in a situation when everything seems so hard ? or when you just cant tell how sad you are ? and you feel so useless ? complicated thought ? mxed feelings ?   sometimes i wish i cold just scream , not for any particular reason either . i just wish i could go to a big open space and scream my freakin heart out . i wish i could scream until i lose my voice , lose my breath , , until im satisfied enough . i wish i could scream until i physically couldn't anymore , i just can't  describe what i'm feeling , im not happy and i know that ,but i'm also not sad either . i'm just caught right in between all those emotions and i feel so empty