overkilling sadness . being sad is terrifying . you're surrounded with so many  thing running  through your mind . its like your soul whispering all those negative thought and the sad part is you believed it . all  alone on a corner of your room and keep asking to god "why am i here " or something like "why am i exist " .  you felt like you don't belong to be here and keep wishing that someone could take u far far away from this cruel world . its funny when people judge us for being sad all time , when they don't even know what you are going through . they say  we are craving for attention , well they are wrong . we are craving for happiness . craving for a a real smile . we did not choose to end up this way . either we are too emotional or we are just simply sad all the time .